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#i need to move i need to move sooo bad#i am going crazy from all the noise all the time living in this fucking weird ass street#and now that i have decided i wanna leave#my tolerance has gone way down lmfao#but for example last night i needed to go to sleep on time#was in bed by 23:30#and then one of my neighbors proceeded to play loud fucking music until 2:00 :))))#and now people are loudly talking on my front steps#anyways please manifest me finding a new place soon 🙏
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just some ivy league kids trying to figure out necromancy
#the overall plot is pretty cool i just hate the characters now. they're cute though hi#they need sooo much revamping. or maybe i just explode this universe and move on to the next we'll see#anyway yeah the fourth pic that's evelyn she's dead and she was super obsessed w the occult and she's very manipulative and bad#that's her twin sister hazel in pic 5 they hated each other. she did not murder her. but should she have been allowed to i mean who's to sa#also HIIII LIAM MY VERY BELOVED (he's the first one <33 my oldest oc <33)#he basically grew up with me. my friend once said he's like my imaginary friend now that's what i call him djskfljds#while now i'm more like let's try to make characters that look like real people not barbie dolls#i do appreciate 13 yr old me just saying yeah liam's just like a hot sexy supermodel with zero imperfections. he's 6 foot 7#the others are evelyn’s friends liam just transferred here though. but HE’S trying to do necromancy for his cousin ppl think he killed#ffkldjflkdfds#ts4#ts4 cas#the sims 4
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bonus pīwakawaka next to a little ascocoryne !
#i want to get better at bird photography sooo bad#but i need a better lense and maybe practice with a SLOWER MOVING BIRD#aotearoa#posting
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if chibnall was the one writing this season you lot would be talking VERY differently
#anti rtd#oomfs ur so right#s14 is the kinda mid that people think his era was#and yet#you throw in that razzle dazzle written by rtd and all of a sudden there's no criticisms!#or worse somehow#is how its a polite and gentle reframing of chibs criticism#like with him it was hey he ate this singular one thing But I KNOW CHIBS IS BAD HE'S TERRIBLE DONT WORRY I KNOW IT#and with rtd its oh i disliked this nonsensical and objectively bad writing but ummm guys i lOVED LOVED everything else i swear#its soooooooooooooOOOOOOOOO#it must be studied#but i knew yous were a lost cause when we had 14/15 running around calling men hot bc yes totally something the doctor just does#not ooc at allllll#bc this is how we know the doctor is queer now guys#dont you know it#i have like a million other complaints i miss being like oh hey that was mid/bad and moved on with my life 😭😭#god i think 13 era killed me bc now i do care about u hypocritical losers#rip 15ruby i wish i cared and that you had any development#ncuti millie i would like to hang out with you though#15 maybe you'll cry less next season so that the emotional scenes have impact perhaps 🙏🏾🙏🏾#ramblings of an insomniac#god i just remembered the whole real mum antics#fuck i need to go i gotta go!!!!#ps the ncuti conundrum where he's the most charismatic dr in nuwho whilst also being the worst actor is driving me nuts#idk if its the characterisation or his lack of ability in creating that inner psychology that connective tissue between his louder acting#which he's great at btw!#idk maybe that one monologue in boom made me go yes okay here we goooo#but then every other moment has been like hmmmnnnmtgodhd okay whateve#i think he needed more acting prep before he got this role bc he's got Something he could be Great but the subtle stuff is lacking#sooo hoping he can grow into that but it's giving perfect actor wrong time.... and if ur white ur not allowed to agree with me shush go away
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do i finish dunmesh tn ..
#JOOO IM SO SCAREDD im going 2 sit at my desk tmr night like when i finished trigun just staring ahead . nothing 2 do .#but its sooo good i want to see it through😭AUGGGHHF#girls .. marcilles dungeon lord outfit …orz… omg ..#two standout scenes one from vol 11 and one from 12#loved kabrus panic @ his inability to stop laios and co from moving forward . loved how the panels were arranged#and i loved laios dismissive tone vs kabrus stuttering and the sleeve pull imagery again and again and it slipping through his fingers#and the attempts 2 explain utaya but not knowing how and later on feeling rooted in place w fear . SOOO GOODDD !!?#second being marcilles descent into mad mage type of headspace .like wanting and needing so badly to see her desires out#but recognizing the overhwelming nature the powers n wishes have granted her and the insufficient timeframe which 2 accomplish things#that one panel in particular of her yelling for laios to shut up!!shut up shut up shut up#STOPPIF ORS SOOO GOOD I LOVE THE ART THERE#eehee ok maybe ill get through vol 13 and hold off 14 a little longer just 2 have a little smt left over😭#plus i need to see chimera!laios so bad. at least i think thats a thing that happens idk for sure but im a believer .#dunmeshi#dunmeshi spoilers#dungeon meshi spoilers
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aaaa @motherish in new york :D we had soooo much fun💕 she got me this dbz book?!? and i did another tattoo for her! check out the 6 months heal on baby goku heh🐉
we went to anime nyc i was mainly looking for jjk and csm merch, there was sooooo many good things! saw a surprising amount of vocaloid stuff too :0 legs hurt sooo much after walking the artist alley ^_T 💸💸💸
i found a place where you can order soysauce marinated crabs directly from korea 1 day shipping it was SOOOO GOOOODDD sushi and i TORE THAT SHIT UPP 🦀 we were toooo obsessed with it 😵💫
🧛🏻♀️ then we looked thru my vampire knight artbook & fanbook from 1928199 yrs ago when i was Obsessed w that series, the amount of lore / plot i remembered was crazeeee the art for vampire knight still looks sooooooo pretty 🫨✨
the trip was tooo short but sooo fun it was amazing to see sushi again aaa meeting online friends irl...........🥹💗💕💖🩷
#O AND WE WATCHED THE JJK 0 MOVIE TOGETHERRRR AA TOXIC YAOIIII#i was doing her tattoo and for like 3.5 hrs sushi was educating me on omegaverse lore#and we talked about toxic yaoi LOL#my roommate moved out so we cleaned everything up & sushi was staying in the spare room but my#roommates bathroom was sooo fcking scary n old the apt only renovated the bathroom in my room and the other one sucked so bad im sorry she#had to experience that LMFOAKWKEKAKKAA OOPS#but we srsly had sm fun it was amazing i cant stop thinking about the CRAB im an EXPERT at eating crab cuz there is a learning curve#anyhow..... 😭😭😭😭#and they had official gacha at the con i only let myself spent 40 on them and i only played the jjk hidden inventory one#i kept getting dupes of everyone BUT ON MY LAST PULL I GOT GETO AAAAA#he was the last one i neede for the full set hehe sorry idc abt the girl and her maid wkwkwkkaaozok#idk wat to do w all my charms aaaa they r sooo cute thooo >_<#i wanna meet more online friends.......#이 지랄같은 인생
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The "Daniel is only hyped cause he laughs and smiles a lot" is genuinely the worst take you can have about this lmao.
Daniel Ricciardo is, along with Lewis, THE most recognizable face and name in motorsport outside of the F1 fans bubble. Therefore, he is extremely valuable in terms of marketability. He is also an 8-time race winner. For that to be dismissed and to say he's average as if the past 2 years erased all his accomplishments is insane lmao.
Being an accomplished driver AND one of the most marketable athletes in your sport makes you valuable as fuck.
#my post#and i am not a delulu daniel girlie lmao#i say it how it is#this move is gonna need to prove a lot#and i feel bad for nyck not getting anything from anyone#but the way some *max fans* are acting is sooo dumb lmao#you can not like him#you can think he's gonna flop whatever#but to dismiss his accomplishments and his power in the sport?#do you hear yourself? do you not know who he is?#i am a delulu max girlie and i go to war for him#but he is NOT on the same caliber of marketability#outside of dutchies and hardcore max fans#which is why max and daniel as a duo is so powerful cause they balance each other out#and daniel can bring out the best in max#the max we the hardcore fans get to see *very rarely* but others dont#come on now lmao#the think pieces are so weird#and the constant digs are also weird#you know you can black list his name#right???#ha ha so funny daniel flopped at mclaren ha ha yuki is gonna outperform#some of you need to learn when your jokes go from funny to annoying as shit
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Leander may be an idiot but hes so real for hating academia hes so real there
My brother in christ we are losing sanity and money and time simply bc of petty tyranny and trinkets
#Literally every professor and profession in the field i wanna go in says#professional in the field*#“we learn everything we need on the field and dont really use a lot of what's in the classes”#“we only use like 20% of what's taught in school”#rant#vent#redstrewn talks#ive been having textbook symptoms of a nervous breakdown lmao#its sooo bad#i just wanna fucking help people recover from injuries and move again#what is all this bullshit dude
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Yes, there is a deep misery in my soul, I don't care about that right now. Pass me the robot yaoi.
#funny talking tag#sillyposting but I had a miserable experience just now I need to move out sooo so bad#I am so sad I wish I had a lot of money or robots pictures so I wasn't sad.
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how I feel at home with my little brother and his gf always hanging out in the living room
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the first chapter of lover boy is really intense on an emotional level because So Many Things happen in quick succession it's like beau barely gets a chance to breathe and process it. meanwhile RR opening chapter is just felix and dorothy arguing in a laundromat.
#i used to have a problem with the lover boy first chapter bc i was like#i know what needs to happen thematically and i know the main plot beat that needs to happen to push it forward#but i didnt have any actual like. action to move to story to that place#in a way that had a causal chain#and now im like um!!!! is too much happening#anyway my other writing problem i realised via this chapter is i worry sooo much about the idea of coincidences#like the idea of just 'letting' something happen...in lb mainly two characters being in the same place at the same time#im like there has to be an intricate explanation for all of this which like yeah thats good to think about#but i also think coincidences are an important part of plot bc first of all coincidences happen#but its also not just the coincidence its the decisions the character s made that got them to that time and place#why they made those decisions and what they do afterwards etc....#anyway! i dont know where i was going with that#RR chapter one.....ngl....its SOOO bad lol#like structurally. the prose is fine#but its been 3 years and 5 different opening scenes for that novel and NONE of them hit#but that's a problem for future me#the thing is most of my ideas now come with an opening but RR never came with an opening just the concept#because the rest of the novel slayyyyys#actually i think out of all 3 my favourite atm is the third book LOL#update literally 10 minutes after writing these tags i have an idea for a new RR opening team that i want to sink my teeth into#6th time's a charm!
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"are autistic people allowed to say the r slur" why do you Want to 😭 can we please go back to just calling people dumbasses...
#GOD i honestly thought people had slowly been learning not to say that word but then it started to come back#i hate hearing it sooo much it makes me physically recoil just to read it#why do people want to be 'allowed' to say it so bad. we don't fucking need it.#and it's clear that people just want an excuse to use it as an insult when again. you can just call a dumbass a dumbass.#twitter is such a cesspool and if these people move to bluesky it'll be a cesspool too
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so many beautiful women lost their lives to linkedindotcom :/
#FUCK linkedin all my bitches hate linkedin#okay just applied to !!! eleven customer service jobs i need money sooo bad i need to move out fucking immediately ik i keep#saying this it just feels impossible i wanna move out and drop out of uni so bad and idk i dont think ill be able to do..either logically ig#but damn it if im not going to at least try
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it’s me & my faggoty ass scrunchie against the world
#stream#it’s so fun but it looks so bad but idc#it’s. like a bucket hat#it’s ugly & looks unbecoming on everyone & that’s the point. universality#i got them both from the same brand lucky & yak#i also got the black chord tote & that’s what was my main bag for this trip to spain like i had so much shit in that & she HELD#STRONG#RECOMMEND#it’s got 2 internal pockets then 1 internal zip pocket & it’s all a lined w canvas but the bag structure is the chord so she can hold a good#weight !! i needed a bag like this sooo bad like totes are great love a plain cheap tote but i need A Heavy Duty#i’ve one bookmarked leather tote but it’s unaffordable rn#like i’ve alert my leather purse i got last year that still needs more use#if i didn’t drunkenly get the jacket & the document holder MAYBE ? but no i didn’t lol#i still haven’t worn the coat#honestly if i move to china id be able to wear it bc all id use is alipay & wechat lol#like i just got shit to carry !!!#idk how to style this leather coat more casually bc they didn’t / refused to put the front pocket w/o a zipper or make it a single front#pocket which made no sense anyway like what i’m asking u to Do Less Work#i wouldn’t get from them again#LESSONS LEARNED REGARDLESS#i just didn’t think i’d have had time to get them elsewhere & this guy was recommended#i like the document holder tho i use that for all my important shit#it is ACTIVELY used#like i’m literally going to have it until i die it’s fine & i never need another#but the jacket …. yes still will have just not as much use until it gets damaged from eventual wear#i love love love damage like i was going to wear a white shirt that i stain on purpose to get this tattoo so it could bleed in a fun pattern#onto the shirt but then they were like can u cons back in 1.5hr & i was like yea lol so i went home & showered & didn’t but it didn’t bleed#much at all like it’s going to be such an easy heal#+ if it blows out it’ll be so fuckig funny bc it’s the ….. od price lol#a BLOW OUT IT WAS …
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@wldestluv-rs WINNER !!! yes cisco’s looks are based off harvey sdv 👩🏽❤️💋👩🏽 specifically this piece of fanart :3c
#*fizzyspeaks#in my delusional era bc i need harvey so bad#i wanted to keep him for myself sooo bad 😞#yeah i based cisco’s habit of losing his glasses off of this fanart now MOVE
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the thing is that I'm completely aware of how unattractive I am but some idiotic part of my brain is still like "OK but what if someone liked you" well I would get so scared I'd start throwing up all over the place . I mean that like, if someone told me they genuinely liked me I would not know what to do cause I want it to be true soooo bad but also my brain has been artificially wired to believe anything like that to be a joke, so if I had to give ANY response outside of like changing the subject or smth like that I would rather be shot in the head. cause acknowledging it is basically giving people a free ticket to go "omg the ugly (INSERT R SLUR)(I FUCKING HATE THAT WORD SO MUCH IT'S UNREAL) thinks you're being serious ???!!!! everyone point and laugh!!!"
+ the fact that I get crushes super easily makes it soooo much worse cause someone just has to be like, consistently nice to me and I'm done for. but if they told me they liked me I would just think "oh this person wants to hurt me as much as they can" which means it's not that thing some people say happens to them where they only like the "crush" stage AKA them pining for someone and then are instantly turned off when that person likes them back cause they suddenly become unattractive or it's no longer "fun" or w/e cause for me it's like. well I could like someone a lot but if they tell me THEY like ME it means that they've figured out how badly I want a romantic relationship and want to exploit that because it's fun to watch me run around in circles and then pull the rug out from under my feet and laugh at me. which is objectively an INSANE thought to have because of how paranoid it sounds but it's literally Engraved into my brain to the point that I KNOW it's paranoid but also have had so many experiences that literally prove stuff like that can and will happen to me specifically that it doesn't FEEL like I'm being paranoid.
and it's all so stupid & frustrating cause like I said at the beginning I am aware that the possibility of anything like that is 0.00001% so I really have NO reason to worry about it so much but it's that 0.00001 that freaks me out so much & the only way to get rid of that sliver of a chance is to just remove it from my brain entirely. like I just wish I could take that specific part of my brain that goes "but maybe..." and pin it down and suffocate it til it stops flailing forever and I am NOT KIDDING!!!!!
#they weren't kidding those formative years CAN be formative#like I'm being 100% honest when I say I wish the other kids would've stuck to like. throwing my stuff in the trash#or pulling my chair so I'd fall when I tried to sit; instead of inflicting psychological warfare on my self image & self esteem#to the point I have barely been able to move on from it an entire decade later#emeto#long post#diary#literally that image that says ''bullying is so weird like why are YOU mad that I'M ugly ?!!!?!'' sooo true#rocking back & forth convincing myself I don't need to worry abt it cause it's never gonna happen for me#but also I wanna be in love soooo bad and it sounds soooo nice . I need at LEAST 20 kicks to the head
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